friday i went to the doctor all by myself. i felt so grown-up and mature. but, i still go to the pediatrician, so all the babies’ crying kinda deferred from that. i graduated high school yesterday. it hasn’t really hit me. i don’t have to go back. actually, i have to right now to return two books so i can get my real diploma, but then never again. maybe it’ll hit me after i turn in the books. probably not. i leave for camp on friday. at first i was excited, then i was bummed, then excited, then bummed. i’m not looking forward to being apart from all my friends for the whole summer when i’m leaving for school in the fall. but after graduation, i’m so excited to go. i know it’s the right place for me this summer. i’m going to make the most of it because this is the last summer i’m a kid. the last summer i’ll be able to enjoy my childhood. hopefully i’ll be doing internships and working the summers to follow, so this is really it. when i get back from camp, i’ll turn 18 soon. i’ll be an adult, and my life will change to that of adulthood. sort of.
