haven’t done one of these in a while. things have been hectic, crazy, moving at 1000 mph.
prom= master cleanse diet a few days before, blisters still chillin on my feet from my shoes, surfside adventures and bp.
my softball team lost our series last night. to the most obnoxious and inappropriate team ever. we’re done forever. i’m done forever. it was supposed to last longer; we were supposed to go to state; i wasn’t ready for it to end. and to that team. the guys in the stands were chanting our coaches name while he was giving us the “you did your best, hold your head high” speech. they waited behind our dugout so that when we left we would have to go through them. the police officer there wouldn’t do anything. it was a nightmare, and there were enough tears in the dugout to fill a swimming pool.
i let it all out last night. let go. tried to. it’s hard to let something go that has been your life for so long. i wasn’t ready. we were supposed to go to state. i was supposed to have more time. the things i complain about like tuffly’s yelling at me for something that i didn’t do wrong and our stupid manager shirts are the things that i will miss most.
a week till graduation. two weeks till i leave for camp. how do i make life slow down?
